after trying to understand the egg theory for long, somehow everything started making sense to me. feels like all dots were connecting, missing puzzle pieces were filling up. everything begins to matter on a reason.
weird question but at some point, i did thought about it...
if you will help someone, he/she will be happy, give you kind wishes, may will help you back in future someday... OKAYYY! nice bargaining system but who cares if at one day, we all have to DIE? whats the point of being a hero or a villain of your own story even though we know our story will always gonna end up in a same way if we choose either any path? i know you will live a long and a happy life doing good to others but in most of the situation we will see that an evil spirit lives more happy and enjoyable life than a kind person who usually suffers a lot for no misdid.
this question stuck in my head for long until the day my friend suggested me to read a beautiful theory named "THE EGG" by Andy Weir.
“Every time you victimized someone,” I said, “you were victimizing yourself. Every act of kindness you’ve done, you’ve done to yourself. Every happy and sad moment ever experienced by any human was, or will be, experienced by you.”
even the bad emotions we have, is now have no meaning of existence. whats the point of jealousy from someone knowing i already lived that life. i already had those pleasures so whats the point of my greed. now my ego has no place in my heart, knowing that there is always be me superior than me. when i won at something, i loss at the same time. now, my joy on winning and sadness on losing doesn't make any more sense, because how can i compete with myself.
दुःखेष्वनुद्विग्नमनाः सुखेषु विगतस्पृहः । वीतरागभयक्रोधः स्थितधीर्मुनिरुच्यते ॥56॥The person who is not upset by any kind of sorrow, who does not crave for happiness and who remains free from attachment, fear and anger, is called a wise man with a stable intellect.
when you realize this truth, you will conclude that all we could do now is to just experience, the every possible way of living, and understanding the best of ourself. we have a name for that best one too. =)
when we will experience every possible life, from best to the worst
yes, from best to the worst. because
and even right now, i am sharing this experience thinking that my other selfs should also knew about it. that's how